Wouldn’t it just be typical that today of all days, I was in the place where I spent one if the best days of my life.. It was like a cruel joke walking on that beach without you.. and I’ll cut that little bit deeper tonight, you know.. for the occasion.. or maybe you’ve forgotten
One year. It was one year ago..
And you’ll never understand what this is like, I hope to god that you never feel this agony. Even if that meant you never understanding why I have to go. Cheers for the ride, sweetheart.
Nothing works. I can never escape this, no matter what I do. I’m sorry
I say I give it one more chance every time. This can’t happen again, I won’t let it.. That is my promise to you.